Mony

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 06:19:56 GMT

Ladies and Gentlemen...

oh shit, they're all gone!

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 08:18:50 GMT

one candle, one wish

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 06:29:28 GMT

my "days left at fidm" countdown has now gone into two digit numbers.

i can't even begin to tell you how excited i am about finally leaving this school.

Fri, 17 Aug 2007 06:09:09 GMT

Wow... Time flies.

My sister mentioned a few months ago that she may move with her boyfriend to Boston, and then a couple months ago it was set in stone.

It never really hit me, I felt like if I moved it to the back of my head it would never happen.
(I've realized this is a pattern with me)

She's leaving Saturday morning. I'm going to miss her immensely.

I can't believe we're really growing up this time. We're not just talking about doing these crazy things, we're actually doing them.

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 04:55:46 GMT

I think i'm going to have to quit my job at the end of the month :/

This quarter is proving to be really difficult with 24-30 hours of work per week and being in school full time.

I may still work weekends until they find someone else, but when september hits.. I can't do weekdays anymore.

Next quarter I'm going to be face to face with two of the most work intensive classes of my FIDM career.. I'll need a lot of free time. Whether or not I graduate in December is in the hands of those classes, and about half of students trying to graduate don't pass Industry Pattern. I think I can do it though.

Anyway, I'll have to find other means of making money for Europe and things.

My options are:

-Selling my body.

-Becoming a coke dealer.

-Having a garage sale/bake sale, getting rid of junk I don't need.

-Mowing lawns.

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 13:04:06 GMT

Putting off homework to go to a party + Getting home at 6am + Work at 9am to look forward to = Oops.

It was well worth it.

Good luck up in humboldt, johnny my love. You will be missed, and you better have a fold out couch or a spot on the floor for when I visit you.

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 01:59:06 GMT

I got sick this week and i've been bed ridden the past two days. I decided this would be a good opportunity to pick up a few books. I finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix on Thursday, bought The Deathly Hallows yesterday in the afternoon and just finished now. I hadn't been able to put it down.
I've missed reading now that I'm working and schooling in full gear.

I realized that I'm capable of getting a pretty good education at home.
So I'm sticking with finishing fashion school, while in the meantime I'll be learning French to prepare myself for, well, moving to France (keeping my fingers crossed and trying not to jinx that).. and I'm reading a lot about food/cooking.. because I like doing it, and who knows.. maybe I'll end up there one day.

My classes this quarter are relatively easy and homework-free, besides one that is very homework intensive so it all balances out.

Work is still good, I'm learning a lot about how restaurants are run (and in Kokomo's case, how to NOT run a restaurant)

It gets pretty hectic working almost 30 hours while going to school, my social life is slowly disappearing before my eyes.

Besides that, things have been relatively good. I get an overwhelming feeling of loneliness sometimes, but I'd much rather feel that than the ignorance I preferred before.

I've built a really good relationship with my family, I used to really take them for granted. Everyone has flaws, I think I expected the people closest to me not to.

My apartment is a huge mess.. I've been trying to sort out things that I need/don't want/don't need. I've been finding that difficult, I have a lot of clutter that ends up being just moved to a new place rather than thrown out.

My dad postponed his flight back to home because his sister's health isn't holding up very well, I hope she gets better.

I hope you're all doing well. You're in my thoughts.

c'est la vie

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 04:44:58 GMT

i've been going through all of my stuff, getting rid of trash, sorting out clothes, trying to get more organized.
Every so often I'd come across something that reminds me of brian. A random picture, note, toy..

It's pretty heartbreaking to realize one last time that all that's left of him in my life is a little shoebox of old memories.

It's all it's ever going to be.. a memory.

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 18:07:59 GMT

I have no idea where I'll be in 6 months, or where I want to be in 6 months, but I'm not really worried about it.

I just want to have fun.

Daniel comes back in December. I hope he comes back whole and happy.
Fuck.
Bring our soldiers home.
It's great that you can't drink until you're 21, but you can volunteer to put your life in the hands of a war at 17.

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:28:54 GMT

stayed up all night making an ugly blouse and pants.... DONE!

Last final of this quarter 12-6.

I'm gonna sleep so fucking hard when I get home

.....and then party like it's 1999.

I have a lot i should be figuring out, but I figure everything gets figured out over time..

Fri, 08 Jun 2007 23:24:23 GMT

I think it can be simple as that.

I decided that one day I will move to europe. not even kidding. I have this itch in me that just wants to start with nothing in a new place and make beautiful stories of it.

I want to start over, have fun, struggle, and be able to get out of it all by myself.

Now I just need to figure out which language I want to start learning. I'm thinking french since i've wanted that for a while, but maybe something else. We'll see. I have until.. fall semester to figure it out.

I have one more big project due next thursday and then i'm out until July 10. I couldn't be more excited about having this quarter behind me, thought I will miss my Collections class dearly.

Two quarters left.. and San Francisco, here I come!

A lot is going on right now, yet not much is going on at all, if that makes any sense. I swear it does.

By the way... just 191 days.

Plans are for suckers.

Fri, 25 May 2007 21:47:47 GMT

I got a job as a volunteer at KPFK on wednesdays :)

..and a paid weekend job as a hostess at the farmer's market sometimes! :)

AND! I may be going on a cruise over the summer! Party! Woo!

AND! Life is good.

Along with playing MASH. Hahahahaha.

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 04:09:05 GMT

I'm playing hookie tomorrow. I feel so badass. :)

I just want to chill for a while and not have my regular rushed thursday-friday.
I have like a 95 in that class, and I know what the homework is, so i'm not worried.

woowoo!

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 06:11:21 GMT

I get to vote tomorrow!
May the best candidates win.. if they exist in the first place.

Voting is good, do it!

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 22:18:04 GMT

I think i'm going through teen angst a little late.

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 03:27:03 GMT

Just wanted to let everyone know that I changed my chair today, to one without a backrest.
I was sitting at my computer just now, I beat a level of lemmings, and proudly put my arms behind my neck and leaned back expecting my old chair... and completely fell. It was great.

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 05:28:58 GMT

I told you!
Stop hittin the table

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 19:22:31 GMT

Happy Birthday Chrispy!!!!!!!!

That is all.

p.s. Europe is cool.

Wed, 31 May 2006 18:23:31 GMT

Congrats again to the class of 2006. I'm very proud of brian, he finished 6th in his class!!!!

Good luck in Berkeley, breen! Go Bears!

I've been putting homework off because everyone is out of school and partying, and i like to party with them :\

Jerzy and Nicole are leaving to Europe today. They're going to be visiting the motherland. Maybe I'll go in September.

I'm taking the summer off, so I won't have school from June 17- October 4.. yesssss.... that made me realize I should stop complaining about being in school right now.

I think tonight will be another all nighter. oops!

Brian's blue pancakes are more fantastic than life :)

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 02:17:40 GMT

james blunt is playing coachella.. hahaha
someone should go marry him. i know i want to

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 05:43:36 GMT

add my new myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/mawnee

kthxbah

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 22:55:38 GMT

friends only.